design project is fun

i'm not kidding... look at the happy faces

rocky!

muahahahahha......muahahahahahaha...... WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!

MEng

i thought i'd have less classes in the 4th year but it turns out the number of classes are the same if not more than previous semesters. fml. the first few weeks have been horrendous and it still is currently. there's just no end to the amount of stuff i need to do. here are some stuff related to the first two courseworks. there will be another one due in two weeks and a new one given next week.

don't ask me what this is

this looks understandable at least

The final year design project is going well but progress can be a bit slow at times cos we're all clueless most of the time. nevertheless i have an awesome group and hopefully we'll come up with a great design project. i have the 2 most kiasu people in the class in my group (u know who u are) so i wont have the time to slack or else they'll lynch me. i'm more kiasu nowadays thanks to my group members.... muahahaha.... we were talking about how we're gona divide the major equipment design. if everyone wants a reactor to design (apparently it carries the highest marks), then we'll just have to come up with 4 reactors in the plant even though we might only need one -_- btw, there's no reactor in our flowsheet for the design project which is good news cos apparently no one wants it (i highly doubt so). enough rubbish, back to work. sigh....

final year, people, confusion

it's my final year of studies. can't wait for the fyp group to be out not because i wana do it so badly but because i'm anxious about who my group members will be... class is different now that many people are not around in campus anymore. i guess this is one of those phase of life where u see friends leaving and doing something else while u feel stuck at what u're doing.

on another note, stuff can be so confusing at times. things can change so much in a span of a year to the extent that whatever beliefs u held true previously can so easily be shattered without u being aware of it. i've come to learn that my thoughts or beliefs are bullshit most of the time. i wish life is much simpler but then i guess sometimes it's just me making things complicated.

whatever it is, i'm fully focused on my 4th year. everything else will be secondary from now on (is it?). i can't be certain....

change

wwh has been thinking alot lately. about his past, his present and his future. wwh realizes that he talks too much at times and the things he says are inappropriate most of the time. he should really learn to shut up more often and control the words that come out from his mouth. wwh is tired of being that person. the person who acts rashly and doesn't think before he speaks. can wwh become a better person?

stranger

stranger, secondhand serenade

turn around...turn around and fix your eye in my direction
so there is a connection
i can't speak, i can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
i'm staring at perfection
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful u...

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

i'm confident but i can't pretend i wasn't terrified to meet u
i knew you could see right through me
i saw my life flashed right before my very eyes
and i knew just what we'd turned into
i was hoping that you could see
take a look at me so you can see...

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

you are an angel making all my dreams come true tonight
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
your beauty seems so far away...
i'd have to write a thousand songs to
make you comprehend how beautiful you are
i know that i can't make you stay
but i would give my final breath to make you
understand how beautiful you are
understand how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

you call me a stranger.... you say i'm a danger....
you call me a stranger....

deja vu

wwh is extremely tired emotionally. seeking solace but it can't be found. seeking solitude yet it doesn't help. seeking happiness but it's so far away. everything seems far and unreachable. wwh is lost.