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back to working out!

2010-10-24T13:36:00.004+08:00

it's been two weeks since i last played badminton due to my surgery. during the summer holidays i was jogging on the treadmill quite frequently but i stopped after a while cos i didn't have proper running shoes and it was hurting my feet.

so after such a long long time i finally bought a proper pair of running shoes. i traded in my old puma shoes for rm50 and got this sweet pair of cross trainers for rm349.

used it once today and it was really comfortable to run in. my aim now is to run 2km for 5 days a week plus a badminton session on the weekends. gotta lose the extra pounds i accumulated during the 4th year... sigh... but i'm NOT fat!!!

strut bar, bullet and filter

2010-10-23T14:57:00.004+08:00

Just came back from doing some mods to my car in kepong. this time i added a zenden front upper strut bar, zenden bullet and aftermarket drop in filter. at first i was thinking whether or not these things actually made a difference or i would be spending money for nothing. thankfully after the mods i can feel some noticeable differences on my car. the initial acceleration improved slightly but i can feel the acceleration at the 2nd gear improving significantly and i don't need to rev up to 3000rpm for it to accelerate. the rolling has also been reduced and i can actually take a corner at a much higher speed than before without feeling like the car's gonna tilt over. i'm satisfied with the mod so far. the guy asked whether or not i'm interested in the extractor but tht's kinda major.. i'm still considering it. even if i'm gona do it, it's not gonna be so soon. maybe next year? anyway here's a pic of the strut bar. the bullet is underneath and the filter is inside so i don't have pics for it.

things i hate while driving

2010-10-21T11:47:00.014+08:00

there are times when driving makes my blood boil. i notice there are lots of idiots on the road that sometimes i wish i have a gun in my glovebox. here's a list of things i absolutely despise when i'm driving.

motorcycles - i fucking hate bikes. they weave in and out between traffic and it pisses me off when they start honking from far away when u're trying to change lanes. a motorcycle horn is fucking annoying! that pissy little sound. even the sound of me taking a piss is more manly than that. since bikes are so fucking annoying, i try to annoy them too by swerving out to scare the shit out of them when they're weaving around beside my car. then they'll give me a cock stare which i reply with a grin that says 'fuck you'.. ok i don't do that. i just cock stare them back with my cibai face. i wish i can run them over and laugh at their splattered brains afterwards.
shit slow drivers - sometimes u'll be stuck behind a reallllyyyy slow car. these people are so slow u start to wonder whether they're retarded. u drive really close to them in the hope that they'll get the message but noooo... they're just absolutely oblivious to the fact that a whole row of cars are just behind them waiting to car-sodomise them. it's ok if they're on the slow lane but this ALWAYS have to happen in the outermost lane or when it's a single lane and u have nowhere to overtake.
shit fast drivers - the opposite of shit slow drivers, they drive as though they're behind a fucking F-22 cockpit when they're actually driving a proton with exhaust pipes so big u can fit their grandmas in. these drivers continuously switch on their lights on the fast lane and flash at everyone in front of them but moments later i see them right beside me waiting at the same goddamn traffic light at which point i'm always tempted to get out of my car and laugh while pointing at them.
drivers who can't exit junctions - these are drivers that have to wait until the road is ABSOLUTELY clear before they turn out. nevermind the fact that other cars are 10km away. they seem to think that if they turn out from the junction, the cars which are 10km away will sudenly engage hyperspeed and carfuck them in split seconds. and then there are idiots who have to exit directly to the outermost lane when the inner lanes are clear. so they have to wait until all the lanes are cleared before they can make a move by which time i would have finished wanking in my car AND cleaned up the mess.
KANCILS - this has nothing to do with driving on the road. imagine this, u're in mid valley's parking lot trying to look for a space. u spot an empty space not far from you and u drive towards it only to see a KANCIL inside!!! wtf! arghh!!! (no offense diane..hehehe).

i admit i'm not a perfect driver especially when i'm having a bad day and i can be an asshole while on the road. but i can't be that retarded right? right?

paintjob

2010-10-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

left my car at the paint shop from 12 to 7 for this....
been wanting to do this for some time. just didn't really took it seriously. the whole thing cost rm200 including touching up other sides of the car paint from wear and tear. i'm really satisfied with it. got my eye on front and back stabilizer bars next..hehee...

been wanting to get running shoes since ages ago but it's pretty expensive. might utilize the adidas refresh your gear campaign to get a discount. i have a pair of old puma shoes which are quite good in condition. it's just that i can't really use them for running so i might as well trade it in. we'll see how it ends up.

update

2010-10-08T17:38:00.003+08:00

just feel like writing something at the moment. time flies and i've already been working for almost 3 months now. i like my job and the environment as well as the people here. and also been thinking alot about leaving this country some day in the medium term. we'll see whether or not that happens. now that i'm working, i save quite abit but i do spend whtever amount i've budgeted for spending. 2moro my car's gona get some paint job. muahahaha.... can't wait. there are so many things i want right now! here's the list:

1. new pair of sneakers
2. running shoes
3. new clothes
4. htc desire (screw iphone)
5. active sub for the car
6. a gaming console preferably xbox 360
7. hardcore gaming pc with maxed out memory and graphics card

and the list goes on and on.......... -___-

officially over!

2010-06-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

university life is officially over!!! strangely i don't feel that happy.... maybe cos i'm aware that working life is alot worse compared to college life. the final year was overwhelming to say the least. the workload especially was a killer. but i'm glad i went through it all unscathed (i'm still sane) thanks to the people around me. it has been a memorable fourth year and i'm sure gonna miss a lot of things. the stoning sessions in class, the late night food binge, the alcohol fueled design project, the feeling of helplessness and endless toilet visits just before an exam, the crazy driving when i'm pissed off, the wall punching and chair flinging , the food in semenyih and the beautiful campus. i'm so gonna miss it all. and of course i'll miss my friends and lecturers. thanks for being a part of my life! take care everyone and best of luck!

pressure

2010-05-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

all my life i've been under pressure to do well academically. sometimes it's really tiring. i know what i want. they just don't know how badly i want these things for myself without the need to constantly remind me. i'm not stupid or ignorant. i'm very clear on where i want to see myself one day.

anti-climax

2010-04-26T22:12:00.005+08:00

No more design project. No more courseworks. It feels really really weird... in fact i feel empty wtf. two more papers to go and i'm done with my MEng!!!

and yeah not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIANE!!!! hope u have a great birthday and thanks for listening to my emo rants all the time!

design project is fun

2009-11-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

i'm not kidding... look at the happy faces

rocky!

2009-11-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

muahahahahha......muahahahahahaha...... WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!

MEng

2009-10-30T20:47:00.004+08:00

i thought i'd have less classes in the 4th year but it turns out the number of classes are the same if not more than previous semesters. fml. the first few weeks have been horrendous and it still is currently. there's just no end to the amount of stuff i need to do. here are some stuff related to the first two courseworks. there will be another one due in two weeks and a new one given next week.

don't ask me what this is

this looks understandable at least

The final year design project is going well but progress can be a bit slow at times cos we're all clueless most of the time. nevertheless i have an awesome group and hopefully we'll come up with a great design project. i have the 2 most kiasu people in the class in my group (u know who u are) so i wont have the time to slack or else they'll lynch me. i'm more kiasu nowadays thanks to my group members.... muahahaha.... we were talking about how we're gona divide the major equipment design. if everyone wants a reactor to design (apparently it carries the highest marks), then we'll just have to come up with 4 reactors in the plant even though we might only need one -_- btw, there's no reactor in our flowsheet for the design project which is good news cos apparently no one wants it (i highly doubt so). enough rubbish, back to work. sigh....

final year, people, confusion

2009-10-04T12:19:00.004+08:00

it's my final year of studies. can't wait for the fyp group to be out not because i wana do it so badly but because i'm anxious about who my group members will be... class is different now that many people are not around in campus anymore. i guess this is one of those phase of life where u see friends leaving and doing something else while u feel stuck at what u're doing.

on another note, stuff can be so confusing at times. things can change so much in a span of a year to the extent that whatever beliefs u held true previously can so easily be shattered without u being aware of it. i've come to learn that my thoughts or beliefs are bullshit most of the time. i wish life is much simpler but then i guess sometimes it's just me making things complicated.

whatever it is, i'm fully focused on my 4th year. everything else will be secondary from now on (is it?). i can't be certain....

change

2009-08-28T09:52:00.012+08:00

wwh has been thinking alot lately. about his past, his present and his future. wwh realizes that he talks too much at times and the things he says are inappropriate most of the time. he should really learn to shut up more often and control the words that come out from his mouth. wwh is tired of being that person. the person who acts rashly and doesn't think before he speaks. can wwh become a better person?

stranger

2009-08-27T09:35:00.020+08:00

stranger, secondhand serenade

turn around...turn around and fix your eye in my direction
so there is a connection
i can't speak, i can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
i'm staring at perfection
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful u...

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

i'm confident but i can't pretend i wasn't terrified to meet u
i knew you could see right through me
i saw my life flashed right before my very eyes
and i knew just what we'd turned into
i was hoping that you could see
take a look at me so you can see...

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

you are an angel making all my dreams come true tonight
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
take a look at me so you can see how beautiful you are
your beauty seems so far away...
i'd have to write a thousand songs to
make you comprehend how beautiful you are
i know that i can't make you stay
but i would give my final breath to make you
understand how beautiful you are
understand how beautiful you are

you call me a stranger, say i'm a danger
but all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
i'm broken, abandoned
you are an angel, making all my dreams come true tonight

you call me a stranger.... you say i'm a danger....
you call me a stranger....

deja vu

2009-08-24T17:12:00.009+08:00

wwh is extremely tired emotionally. seeking solace but it can't be found. seeking solitude yet it doesn't help. seeking happiness but it's so far away. everything seems far and unreachable. wwh is lost.

strawberry swing

2009-08-24T08:45:00.006+08:00

strawberry swing, coldplay

they were sitting, they were sitting in the strawberry swing
and every moment was so precious
they were sitting, they were talking in the strawberry swing
and everybody was for fighting, wouldn't wana waste a thing

cold cold water, bring me 'round
now my feet won't touch the ground
cold cold water what you say?
it's such... it's such a perfect day
it's such a perfect day

i remember we were walking up the strawberry swing
i can't wait until the morning, wouldn't wana change a thing
people moving all the time inside a perfectly straight line
don't you wana just curve away
it's such... it's such a perfect day
it's such a perfect day

ah, now the sky could be blue, i don't mind
without you it's a waste of time
could be blue... i don't mind
without you it's a waste of time

the sky could be blue, could be gray
without you i'm just miles away
the sky could be blue... i don't mind
without you it's a waste of time

internet censorship

2009-08-05T19:05:00.004+08:00

the government has been blocking sites via streamyx. no wonder i couldn't access gutteruncensored and malaysiatoday lately. now i use a proxy site to access it. first they C4 a dead woman, then they push people out of buildings. now they wana block internet sites. suck my dick u pussy bitches. why censor the sites? particularly for gutterpost, are u afraid ur daughters are gona show up naked sucking dicks on the site? u people just have too much shit on you. i don't usually pray much. but now i pray u cocksuckers have the worst possible fate befall you and ur goddamn family members (yes they're included). if i see u dying on the streets i wil spit on your face.

of alcohol and preaching

2009-08-04T15:12:00.003+08:00

i'm sick of reading about calls to ban alcohol in selangor by pas or whichever fucktard that support the idea. u can't or don't wana drink, suit urself. don't impose ur cibai values on me. as for me, i love alcohol and jus because i enjoy drinking alcohol doesnt make me an alcoholic. i just fucking hate it when people try to impose values on others. particularly religious fucknuts who go around preaching to people wht they should and should not do. and these religious retards just love to judge people. i've read some unsavoury stuff about the DAP guy who got thrown out of the window as his fiancee is pregnant. so wht??? i don't fucking care if she is pregnant. he wants to fuck and have a kid so what's ur fucking problem? oh they're not married? it's their choice. and what's this obsession with asian values? just what exactly are asian values? i just get extremely pissed off when people start preaching about eastern values. well a big fuck u to asian values. western eastern northern southern values don't mean fuck to me. i do what i believe is right and as long as i don't harm people then you can just zip it. the way i see it, these so called asian values are just a way to keep the population docile and say 'thank you' when they get fucked 360 degrees. so to all u religious and moral nuts out there, i'm happy with my life. maybe i'll turn religious when i'm about to die (no harm trying to go to heaven if there's one right? muahahah) but for now just please shove it up ur ass.

man utd asia tour 09

2009-07-19T14:52:00.008+08:00

went for the man utd game at bukit jalil stadium last nite and it was CRAZY!!! the whole place was flooded with people and i had to inch my way towards the stadium once i got off the train. i thought the training session the day before was bad until i saw the crowd during the matchday. waited about an hour after the game before heading to the station to board the train. even then the place was like being inside a can of sardines. i think a fight broke out in the station between a couple of grls but i couldn't see anything cos it was just too crowded. the game itself was great and when malaysia scored the stadium erupted into a frenzy. the match atmosphere was amazing throughout and it was definitely worth the rm98 paid for the tickets. too bad i don't have one of those bad ass dslr cam that can zoom in all the way to the players' faces. some pics i took but they're mostly grainy...

fucked up me

2009-07-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

I admit I have a very twisted sense of humor. I laugh at the misfortune of others but of course being the hypocrite that I am, I wouldn’t want anything like that happening to me. To illustrate my point, there’s a news report today about a bus coming off a flyover landing on the road beneath and a car crashing into the barrier. Luckily no one was killed but when I saw the report I laughed. Yes. I laughed. I laugh not at the people injured but at the situation. In my head I was imagining two fucking stupid drivers in a bus and a car respectively racing down the flyover. Somehow things went bad. The sight of two boxes going really fast in my head was hilarious. I wondered what the bus driver was thinking when he realized his bus was flying out of the flyover! HAHAHAHAH!!! Ok I admit it’s wrong for me to think this way. But I can’t help it. There are countless other examples but I won’t write about it here. Apologies if I offended anyone with this fucked up head of mine.

my car

2009-07-12T22:32:00.011+08:00

i've spent quite alot on my car with all the little things like the light covers, side panels, visors, door handle covers etc. couple of months back i bought new large visors for the car and it was black in color. i had the idea to paint it chrome/silverish in color and bought spray paints to do it. ultimately my DIY failed big time. before i did it i actually thought of getting primers to apply on the visors but somehow stupid me just decided to ignore it cos i cant find any of it to begin with. after spending on 3 fucking cans of the spray paint i started to realise this wasn't gonna work. the paint came off easily. in the end i took it to a paint workshop and had the old paint scraped off before painting it white. cost me rm60 for the paint job. but it was well worth it cos the guy did a fantastic job with the visors.

before spraying

failed DIY cibai...

now...i just love it

this is how my car looks like now. thinking of getting rims but that's too much. i guess this is enough for the time being. here are more pics.

woohooo!!!

2009-07-04T17:34:00.010+08:00

after many months of drooling over cool speakers and audio systems, my baby now has a brand new head unit and component speakers... muahahahha! thanks to my summer job, i managed to pay for everything. when i first got the car, i just couldn't accept the pussy sounding speakers. in other words the speakers were pathetic and beyond comprehension. why can't they give better sounding speakers? anyway, this is how the original head unit looks like. a baby toy with gigantic buttons and words cos drivers are fucking blind.

been looking at the jvc kd645 but after hearing not so pleasant stories about jvc, i decided on the pioneer 2150ub. it comes with a front usb port which is exactly what i'm looking for. the component speaker installed is the alpine 600C which is the lower end series of alpine speakers but nevertheless it sounds awesome and is within my budget. the problem with myvi is u have to drill holes in the front door to fit the 6.5 inch speakers cos the speakers at the back are 5 inch. custom panels have to be placed to fit the speakers and the head unit.

the guy doing the wires was really good from my observation. he definitely knows what he's doing. i've seen people fumbling with the wires... sort of like a trial and error process. but this guy, he just did everything with no repeats at all. the end result.....

the audio experience has improved by leaps and bounds. even the 5 inch speakers at the back sounded much better thanks to the head unit. the downside is i'm pretty much broke now T_T

mati la....

2009-06-29T12:30:00.002+08:00

results are out and congrats for the BEng-ers with first class honours!!! so far i only noe two daiyan and wh!!!

as for me, i'll be looking forward to a hellish year ahead and hope i can get 69 in the 4th year to save my ass.... *fingers crossed*

summer hols 2009

2009-05-30T18:09:00.005+08:00

What an eventful 3rd year it has been. full of ups and downs. great people and assholes around too. it's the end of the road for many and a new chapter in life. as for me, my ass is still stuck in semenyih for the 4th and final year. year 3 has been nothing short of crazy. we just did whtever the hell that crossed our mind. we studied hard for the exams and played even harder... muahaha. the drives to genting, the karaoke sessions until dawn almost every single week, the bbq dinner, movies, shopping malls... had a fantastic year but all good things come to an end. gonna miss u guys and grls so much! looking forward to attend the convocation (not mine YET). good luck and happy holidays everyone!!!

*(@&#@!(!(

2009-05-04T20:23:00.011+08:00

yesterday i nearly killed someone in sentul. i was driving straight and this fucking idiot rode his motorcycle ACROSS the damn road. i had to swerve so hard to the left to avoid him and thankfully there were no cars on the left side. That was close. today my car got hit.... tiu niasing ar... was going through a swerving road when this cibai BUS stopped right at the shoulder of the road. why the fuck is the bus stopping there anyway??? how the fuck am i suppose to see the bus?i couldn't brake in time and swerve slightly to the right. the other car on the right lane braked so hard i could hear the loud screeching. too bad he still hit my car. got down had a look at my car and the right side of my bumper fell off very slightly. sigh.... but it was so much better than i thought. i thought my car was a goner but seeing how little the damage, i breathe a sigh of relief. the wira that hit my car had totally no problem at all. so we just left after taking a short look at our cars. FUCK U FUCKING BUS DRIVER!!! next time i'm gonna fucking get a lorry licence and buy a motherfucking 16 wheeler and make u bus drivers wish ur asses were never born.

Spent my day studying at McD's and couldn't resist buying the cute doraemon toy which came with a happy meal. the cashier must think i'm some kind of weirdo buying the toy -_-

gotta continue my work...sigh...

another semester ends...

2009-04-28T23:05:00.005+08:00

Sigh... exams coming soon after another semester which feels like an extremely short one. and what a bad time to fall sick. stupid sinus working up again. Stuff that comes out of my nose is green and sometimes reddish. The amount of wantan i produced so far is amazing...

On another note, i had a blast on my birthday. delicious bangsar, genting (lost money...cibai), sunway lagoon, shogun, movie. Thanks a bunch people!!! Will miss u guys very much next semester.

Planning to spray the visor of my car into metallic silver. gonna DIY it i guess. Wonder how it'll look like. anyway if it looks ugly i'll just spray it back to black... hahaha...

happy 22nd birthday!!!

2009-04-26T12:46:00.004+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday daiyan!!! thanks for listening to my emoing rant all the time. good luck with the upcoming exams! and also happy job hunting after graduation... waiting for ur 1st salary... muahahahaha!!!

update this damn blog wwh!!!!

2009-04-12T15:58:00.007+08:00

Been ages since i updated this blog. i still remember the existence of this blog it's just that i'm too fucking lazy to update. Let's start with the annual dinner on the 4th of April in Sunway Resort Hotel. The food was sucky as expected but since it's the final year for BEng people, we just went. Here are just some of the pics. The rest is in facebook.

I've been so broke lately it's not funny. Thanks to my baby. i've spent a month's worth of pocket money on her and there's still so much i wana do for her. well i guess i'll have to wait til the summer hols. That's when (hopefully) my pocket swells up again.
I still owe u an audio player and 6 inch component speakers. I promise i'll get them real soon....

On another note, my R&D project is nearing completion and presentation's coming up on the 17th. and i'll be heading to Sabah for a conference and NACES in August which means.... NAIK KAPAL TERBANG for the 1st time in my life!!!! OMG OMG ZOMG!!!! i know i'm pathetic so please excuse me for that. I hope the plane doesn't crash though.

Semester's about to end and i have no fucking clue wht i'm gona do during the holidays. i think i'll end up working in an office again which isn't entirely a bad thing. just that it gets boring after a while with the routine and stuff.

Well, that's about it...until the next update....

fuck u people

2009-03-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

niama cibai....took me two goddamn hours to reach home from semenyih today. TWO FUCKING HOURS. thanks to a bunch of morons who marched in the middle of kl to protest the use of english in science & maths. yes, u read that right. fucking cibai... so Lan 7 free izit? go back to ur fucking caves and fuck ur daughters. for all i care u can all rot in hell.

sien...

2009-02-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

sien... doing random things in my room... msn... doing composite curves... designing heat exchangers.... camwhoring....
year 3 is about to end...gonna miss many people...sigh...

apologies...

2009-02-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

i ran over a cat while driving earlier today. why did u have to jump out into the road?? i couldnt stop in time n even if i did i would have caused a pile up on the road. sigh.... i heard TWO loud thuds and saw u rolling out from the back of my car via my rear view mirror... sorryyyyy.... i didnt mean to kill u... WHY!!!?? WHY DID U HAVE TO HOP ON TO THE ROAD??? i was worrying about u until i saw my damn bumper... MY BUMPER!!! slightly fallen off on one side...the screw is broken. FUCK!!!!!!!btw the cat is white in color...so it'll turn red in color with all the blood and stuff... very 'ong'. my number plate is 1687 for those who wana buy 4D.

boohooooo

2009-01-10T18:03:00.002+08:00

fuckkkkk!!!!!!!!! reactor design sudah bungkus.... woohoooo!!!!!!!!!! worst exam paper ever in my life. i dont even feel anything cos i'm so relieved it's over. 2 more papers to go! sighhhhh.....

saying hi to 2009 and the exams

2009-01-05T03:11:00.003+08:00

happy new year! i know it's kinda late... been lazy to update. new year's eve and new year's day were uneventful. spent the day studying...how pathetic. well...brand new year but i guess many things still remain the same. i still have to sit for exams until 2010....sigh.... and no i don't have any new year resolutions. i've never had any and i think i never will cos i'm just too lazy to come up with a list of what i wana achieve throughout the whole year. just let things be and see how everything turns out in the end. hopefully 2009 will be good to me (fingers crossed). and what a way to start the brand new year... exams. just great. can i just say i'm so fucking afraid i'll screw this exam up cos it's like so fucking hard and i feel so fucking helpless even after poring myself all over the notes??? ARGH!!!!

xmas

2008-12-27T17:59:00.006+08:00

my aim of getting pissed drunk on xmas eve was a success thanks to my buddies. thanks also for dragging my ass back to semenyih (i know i'm heavy). appreciate it very much guys.

and i gotta stop buying stuff from now on after my latest purchase, a brand new pair of sneakers that i've been eyeing for quite a while.

spending spree....

2008-12-13T17:38:00.006+08:00

wwh has been spending alot lately.... muahahaha.... he feels so fucking satisfied doing it.... where should he start? perhaps the sweater he bought a couple of weeks ago....

followed by a new pair of jeans...no picture available cos wwh thinks it's stupid camwhoring to show a pair of jeans.... this is then followed by a totally impulse buy by wwh.... he just HAD to buy this!

wwh was supposed to go hunting for a new pair of sneakers...he has no idea how he ended up with this white jacket... anyway the sneakers can wait a couple more weeks.

roller coaster 2008

2008-12-07T17:54:00.009+08:00

2008 has been an eventful year for wwh. this could be a defining year in his life and could shape who he becomes in the future. good or bad, he doesn't know although he thinks no one has the right to judge. the year has been filled with lots of joy and heartaches. in a way, wwh thinks that this year has been a microcosm of life in general. no doubt he is expecting more of this as he thinks no one can avoid growing up and the pains associated with it. wwh realizes that along the way, there will be disappointments and pleasant surprises when he least expects it. there are times wwh wishes he is prepared for all this but he thinks if people were to be prepared, all this would be meaningless. spontaneity is what makes life colorful and exciting although it can be very painful at times. wwh would never trade in what he has experienced or the heartaches he has to go through for anything else in this world. he has no regrets whatsoever doing everything he did because for once in his life, he had the courage to do something he never thought he would do. wwh believes everything was well worth it and is holding on to whatever hope he has but at the same time trying very hard to move on with his life.

reason(s)?

2008-12-06T19:33:00.003+08:00

all things happen for a reason although at the moment wwh86 doesn't have a clue what the reason(s) is/are. wwh86 has not been himself for quite some time now. he wants to be back to his old self although he is not even sure who he is anymore. he wants to grow up and become a better person after all this and hopes he can do it. wwh86 realizes that he has great friends all around him and he appreciates every single one of them. he is truly grateful to be blessed with such friends (you guys/grls know who you are). wwh86 will be back in due time (hopefully). he wants to start making fun of people and be mean again while laughing his ass off although that might take a while. signing off for now, ciaoz.

update really due -_-

2008-10-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

it's been ages since i last updated. lots of stuff happening lately. classes have resumed (boring) and i'm doing the MEng which means two more years of studying. made the decision on friday after getting a long overdue call by Shell saying i didn't get the job. luckily i stayed back on campus or else i would have to drive all the way back from kl. so i drove to campus to change from BEng to MEng, rushed through picking the R&D project titles and changed the MEF form. luckily the titles are not based on a 1st come 1st serve basis or i would be in deep shit. i'll be doing some carbon management thing...i don't even know the full name of my R&D title -_-! and the new house is great although there's no internet connection yet. it's so much better compared to that shithole i stayed in year two. celebrated wh's (not me) 22nd birthday but could not squash the cake on his face as it was an expensive cake. should have just gotten a rm15 cake to stuff in his nostrils. we'll wait for llm's birthday to do it then. maybe stuff it in his pants since he doesnt wear underwear most of the time. gotta get back to doing my safety engineering coursework. SIGH.........

naik lrt

2008-09-10T09:10:00.004+08:00

i use the train to work sometimes and use it evryday to get home. most of the time it's so packed and evryone just barges in whenever there's a stop. it has been getting from bad to worse since the start of the puasa month and tempers might flare occasionally. i feel annoyed by how some ppl talk so loudly on the phone oblivious to their surroundings. hello? i don't need to know wht u're gona eat for dinner or how u stalk grls on friendster. so to u ppl out there pls don't subject others to ur stupid conversation. anyway i wanted to write about an incident this morning at the station. evryone was queueing up to get on the train and there was this guy who just went to the side of the door n tried to wriggle in. then this big guy behind the line just grabbed the guy n threw him on the floor! he was shouting something like 'queue up'. the guy got up from the floor n proceeded again to wriggle in and again this big guy grabbed his collar n threw him back toppling the poles placed so ppl would line up. his phone n coins fell out of his pocket. i don't know whether or not to pity the guy. he was wrong to try n get in the train like tht. but the big guy over reacted i guess. man handling someone is not exactly the right thing to do even when u're pissed off. anyway the guy stood up n proceeded to get inside the train after the big guy got in. i guess all the waiting n pushing can irritate even the calmest of ppl. thankfully i've never lost my temper like that. i do have a good temper.... right?

my oh my i'm a pendatang!

2008-09-05T21:39:00.005+08:00

it seems i'm a pendatang in malaysia according to some fuckhead. the last time i checked, i didnt swim here or came here in a sampan and had a mykad handed to me once i was ashore. if there was no pendatang i bet my ass this country would be just another shithole on the map. and now evryone is going on a vacation come 16th Sept 08 (most probably paid for by pendatang tax payers). just shows how those ppl are scared shitless by a certain someone. even if it doesn't happen on 16th Sept, it will happen someday. just a matter of sooner rather than later. and NO it's not 'wrong' to jump ship. the same thing happened a long time ago when the whole party governing sabah defected to BN right after the elections. how come i don't see anyone quoting this and bitching about it? as voters, u vote for the ideology & believe that the party holds. and if that party's beliefs no longer corresponds to that of the whole alliance, they have the right to leave. in fact it's an obligation to the voters that they withdraw so that ur own beliefs and ideology can be withheld. as voters we should be aware of this. tough luck for u suckers out there.

HAHAHAHAHA OMFG!

2008-08-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

I just had to put this up!

just to clarify; wht she meant by tht 'batang' is the inhaler for congested nose....

i hate driving

2008-08-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

to be more precise i hate driving when either my mom or dad is in the car. they practically complain about evrything i might as well just let them drive. 'too many soft toys in ur car', 'y put childish sign at the back?', 'drive slower!' are wht i always hear. and whenever a near miss happens it is ALWAYS my fault. never the other person when in fact the other driver is probably retarded. i'll fucking put whtever i want in my car. i'm the one driving and i know how fast i'm going. and i know when it's my fault when it IS my fault. things just get worse when ppl nag me. when i hear 'u're goin too fast!', i'll drive even faster. this applies to evryone else who fucking nags me. maybe it's just me?

ribena octopus

2008-08-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

Name : See Bee Kia
Gender : Male

swear here swear there

2008-08-19T08:56:00.006+08:00

hmmm.... it seems swearing on holy books can prove whtever u say is true. maybe i should be jumping on the bandwagon too. i swear alot and it would be a total waste if all my efforts did not help covering up for my fuck-ups. although i highly doubt my kind of swearing will appeal to the Almighty. swearing is not easy u know..i admire those people that can swear in hokkien continuously without even trying. but then hokkien sounds vulgar without the need to swear anyway. So from now on whenever i fuck something up, i'll quickly rush to get whtever book i can find and jus say "I DID NOT DO IT" while placing my palms on the book. VOILA! i'm as innocent as a newborn. whtever i said is true cos i sweared on a book! don't u DARE question me! now if i can just find that particle mechanics book.....

hamsap

2008-08-18T19:47:00.001+08:00

I'll let the pics do the talking. muahahaha...